SSD #4

Being back home sucks... :( I want my own place. My own decorations. My own furniture. My own stuff. My own mess. My own food. My own TV. My own actions and thoughts. Guess I gotta suck it up until something good happens... or until I do something about it. The only thing I can do is find a better job, but that's so hard to come by. I now it takes time. Why can't my time come faster? I'm thinking of signing up for some yoga classes just to have some peace of mind. So that's a sanity option.

Soul Searching Day #3

I'm stumped. Doing research on the pros/cons of grad school is disheartening and enlightening at the same time. How will I figure out what to do with my life if there are pros/cons in most facets of life...

Soul Searching Day #2

I've been lagging on this ha ha.

I want to enjoy life, that's it really. Hakuna Matata. Maybe I should get that tatted.. or maybe not. Well, I've been doing a lot of thinking and I don't want to be those people I meet who are always stressed, busy, angry, or etc.
That's a lot of energy... wasted energy.

However, to accompany eating healthy, having a nice job, working out, and having a good relationship with people, to that mantra, can in some way.. have an effect of "hakuna matata-ing".

You can't have all those things and be worry-less.

I guess what I'm saying is that, it's balance. A little bit of everything without forgetting to smell the roses. That's what I want my soul to permeate into.

A happy soul...