Thursday, April 14, 2011
SSD #4
Being back home sucks... :( I want my own place. My own decorations. My own furniture. My own stuff. My own mess. My own food. My own TV. My own actions and thoughts. Guess I gotta suck it up until something good happens... or until I do something about it. The only thing I can do is find a better job, but that's so hard to come by. I now it takes time. Why can't my time come faster? I'm thinking of signing up for some yoga classes just to have some peace of mind. So that's a sanity option.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Soul Searching Day #3
I'm stumped. Doing research on the pros/cons of grad school is disheartening and enlightening at the same time. How will I figure out what to do with my life if there are pros/cons in most facets of life...
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Soul Searching Day #2
I've been lagging on this ha ha.
I want to enjoy life, that's it really. Hakuna Matata. Maybe I should get that tatted.. or maybe not. Well, I've been doing a lot of thinking and I don't want to be those people I meet who are always stressed, busy, angry, or etc.
That's a lot of energy... wasted energy.
However, to accompany eating healthy, having a nice job, working out, and having a good relationship with people, to that mantra, can in some way.. have an effect of "hakuna matata-ing".
You can't have all those things and be worry-less.
I guess what I'm saying is that, it's balance. A little bit of everything without forgetting to smell the roses. That's what I want my soul to permeate into.
A happy soul...
I want to enjoy life, that's it really. Hakuna Matata. Maybe I should get that tatted.. or maybe not. Well, I've been doing a lot of thinking and I don't want to be those people I meet who are always stressed, busy, angry, or etc.
That's a lot of energy... wasted energy.
However, to accompany eating healthy, having a nice job, working out, and having a good relationship with people, to that mantra, can in some way.. have an effect of "hakuna matata-ing".
You can't have all those things and be worry-less.
I guess what I'm saying is that, it's balance. A little bit of everything without forgetting to smell the roses. That's what I want my soul to permeate into.
A happy soul...
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Soul Search Day #1
As of lately, I've been feeling mediums of existentialism. I feel like I'm doing a lot of things with no exact purpose. With that said, Ryan suggested I try "soul searching" to slow down and see where I am going.
"Where I go, I just don't know
I got to got to gotta take it slow
When I find my piece of mind
I'm gonna give you some of my good time"
However, there is one facet in life that I know is important by default: Not taking life too seriously. BUT i don't want to live vacuously either. So equilibrium is key, but easier said than done.
Love,
Lainey Pie
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
September
Fall is here.
I'm more busy than usual.
Waking up early makes me feel busy.
When I'm busy, I don't think too much.
I finally got a job.
It's okay.
People are nice, so far.
But people have their days.
Back at the baby lab.
It's okay, too.
People are nice, so far.
But people have their days.
I don't have passion.
What is passion, anyways?
Sometimes you can like something a lot.
And then you don't.
So what is passion without consistency?
... beats me.
I'm more busy than usual.
Waking up early makes me feel busy.
When I'm busy, I don't think too much.
I finally got a job.
It's okay.
People are nice, so far.
But people have their days.
Back at the baby lab.
It's okay, too.
People are nice, so far.
But people have their days.
I don't have passion.
What is passion, anyways?
Sometimes you can like something a lot.
And then you don't.
So what is passion without consistency?
... beats me.